I AM A 35 YEAR OLD WIDOW, AND I'M CURRENTLY INVOLVED IN A VIOLENT RELATIONSHIP. THE ABUSE IS PHYSICAL, PSYCHOLOGICAL, FINANCIAL AND DIGITAL, I AM UNABLE TO HAVE CONTACT WITH FAMILY OR FRIENDS. THE INTERNET IS MY ONLY SOURCE OF UNSUPERVISED CONTACT, SINCE WE SPEND 22 HOURS A DAY TOGETHER. I FIGURED I CAN USE THIS BLOG AS AN OUTLET, AT TIMES MY EMOTIONS ARE SO UP AND DOWN. I WOULDN'T DARE TELL HIM MY TRUE FEELINGS, BUT IT'S HUMAN NATURE TO CONVERSE. I AM IN THE PROCESS OF PUTTING TOGETHER A SAFETY PLAN (ALSO KNOWN AS AN EXIT STRATEGY). I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE EVERY PART OF MY JOURNEY TO FREEDOM THROUGH THIS BLOG. IN HOPES OF HELPING SOMEONE ELSE LEAVE AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP. GOD WILLING I MAKE IT OUT SAFELY.........